that's what I'm feeling right now. Basically, my assignments are almost all over since last Tuesday. So Wednesday and today is suppose to be smooth and relax for me. But I keep on freaking out, I keep on thinking that I still have some sort of work and assignments to do (which I do.. but they are small ones that doesn't even worth worrying about).
When is it that all the fun disappear from my life? No-Man Camp was good but it felt like a dream. What suppose to be a time for me to relax and recharge, turned out to be short-lived. As soon as I'm back in Dunedin, it felt like something zapped all my energy away again. When was the last time that I had a good sleep and wake up feeling refreshed and can't wait for the day to start? When did I start dreading the day? I kept on smiling, but am I fooling other people or am I fooling myself? Am I pretending that everything is fine and okay and I'm all together? All these questions running through my head.... and I have no answers for any of it.
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