To Christchurch and back

I went to CHCH last thursday and just came back yesterday. Gosh, it was awesome !!! Sales every where.. I had such a great time. I stayed with Annisha (a friend from Aquinas) and her awesome family. I went on a retail therapy and bought myself a digital camera. So yeah, the time in CHCH was just awesome. It's great just to get away from Dunedin.. I didn't really want to come back but now I'm sort of glad I'm back.

Coming back here means responsibility.. I have to ball to plan, a test to study, a flat to clean and a conference to prepared myself for. I'm quite anxious. There are so many things to do and I feel not organised. It's a month and 2 weeks till the ball.. I'm so afraid that I won't do my job as good as Penny.. oh well, I'll cope some how.

I got my marks for PHAL 301 and 306 today.. and I'm soooooooooooooo happy. PHAL 301 is the one I thought I wouldn't do very well. I was aiming for a pass.. if I get 50, I'll be totally over the moon... and I've got 69 !!! a mark away from getting a B. I'm seriously pleased with it. For 306 (toxicology), I've got a B+. I'm a little wee bit disappointed but got no one else to blame except me. If only I handed that 20% lab report on time *sigh*...... but anyway, I'm pleased cozI know God gave me the marks I deserve and He knows how much work I put in. All those weeks of stress and being emotionally drained, I'm so glad it's all in the past.. until next time. I haven't got my PSYC mark back yet but I'm pretty sure I'll pass. I don't know how well I did tho.. coz I totally underestimate that paper. The exam is harder than I expected...

Anyway, I better stop blogging and.. do something productive..

Yay !!

I... finished... my... exam yesterday...

oh the joy !!! the relief !!! yessss.... I think I did alright in PSYC 111... pretty well in PHAL 306 and meh in PHAL 301. Well, it's all in the past.. totally beyond my control and out of my hand (at least it's in God's hands) so I'll stop thinking/worrying about it. I had a terrible night before 301 exam.. struggling to fall asleep due to anxiety and keep on waking up several times during the night.. for some reason when I woke up, I tried to remember stuff that I've studied and I was trying to remember stuff I've learned a zillion years ago (and was totally irrelevant) and I tried to stay awake coz my stupid brain keep telling me that if I fall asleep I will forget everything. Weird huh? but anyway I had a brief decent sleep with pretty good dream involving buying the Lions vs All Blacks ticket in the toilet...... and I shall say no more.

Good news today... God is awesome.. he blessed me with much needed money. I've just recieved a letter from Southern Cross Insurance saying that they've reduced to cost in the beginning of the year and some customers (ie me) paid the original price.. so they're giving me refund !! God is good and He cares... I love you God !!

Anyway, I better go back to cleaning my room. For the past two months I've been in the assignment/exam mode and have no time to tidy up or clean my room. So I'm doing it all today. Took me all morning just to fold up my clothes, organise my desk and vacuum the carpet. I'm so happy that I can see my floor again !!!

Chao ~~

ps have u checked the comments on my last blog !!! it's awesome.. I even got comments from people I don't know !!! but we sure have one thing in common.. our Almighty God !!

pps Star War was alright.. not that great in my opinion

Where is my passion?

Where is it? Where is my burning passion for God? I keep looking, praying, praising..... I still have no idea where it is...

oh well, pray harder I guess !!!

I'm in the ministry team for Get Smart 2005.... I'm scared that I won't be able to do the job properly...... Can only pray that God will prepare me for it..

Star Wars tonight with Mel and my classmate (and her friends) gonna be awesome... plus Ceroc @ Carnegie Center... Ben & Nikki is having dress rehearsal tonight (they're going to Auckland for Ceroc National Comp.)... and SAM... where were you for the past two classes.. hope to see you at Carnegie center tonight.

Good luck to Jack on his Tekapo race... if you win... you better split that $500 with me !!!

Chao ~~~