"OH CRAP!!"

These two words are constantly only my mind for the past 3 weeks. My second semester on MSCP program is coming to the end and that means the time that piles of reports, assignments, projects, and exams come and pay me a visit. Wonder why these professors love to torture us by setting the deadlines on the same week. What could possibly be worse right? Noooooo... that's not true, it gets much more worse if you're ME. Well, for Stats & Research paper, I need to do a mock research proposal (40%) and defend it (another 40%) so my final is mind paralyzing 80%!!!! The thing is, even though our lecturer told us from the start that we should find and decide on a research topic (which can continue on to become our real thesis topic if we want).. the thing is.. it's not that easy to find and especially decide on a topic! I changed my topic perhaps 30 times already. I finally decided on my topic last Tuesday and my proposal defense is next Tuesday..oh great..that doesn't give me enough time to find related literature to review on(which is an entire chapter in itself). Oh.. I desperately need a miracle and good long back massage.. and lots of motivation.

Oh crap!! I have an exam this Monday!! *fighting the urge to throw something and scream*

I so desperately need retail therapy.